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[07 Nov 2009|02:20am] |
UGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
My family stresses me the fuck out.
Yesterday, my uncle text me to call him. He only ever contacts me when he wants something.
Then I had a call from some uvalde number, i didnt answer.
Mom text me saying my cousin's wife Claudia called.
So i freaked out thinking something happened to my aunt, but turns out they needed me to photograph my cousin's daughters quince.
And my uncle wanted to know how to google something.
Alyssa text me tonight while i was shooting a band to say Kristy is pregnant.
We think she's been trying to get pregnant because all her friends have kids, and aly said she found a few tests in her room.
AND, now that she is, she's been telling all friends.
So. Fucking. Stupid.
I'm so pissed.
And she's convinced she can handle it, but she cant handle waking up for school on time.
There's no way she's having it.
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[06 Nov 2009|12:51am] |
Otello was Amazing!!!!
I cried.
So good.
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[03 Nov 2009|07:25pm] |
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Soooooooooooo.......
I'm all for equal rights and all.
But for some reason I'm against the whole 'Allowing gays to run for Homecoming' thing.
:/
I dont think I'm going to vote.
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[02 Nov 2009|05:11pm] |
So I went for a drive because it's nice outside.
Got home and saw my neighbor downstairs was sitting on his porch playing guitar. He's on the phone talking about how he's heading to band practice.
I stop, stare til he's done on the phone, then tell him I'm a photographer blah blah blah
He didnt even seem excited.
Then asked if we could do a shoot where I hang something like a giant sheet behind them and light it on fire.
I was like......... how old are you?
this is their space:
http://www.myspace.com/embracetheembersband
Ew.
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| damnit Miley |
[02 Nov 2009|09:13am] |
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M11SvDtPBhA
I hated this song.
But everytime I hear it, I have it in my head for the rest of the day.
Mary listens to it ALOT, so now I like it.
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| Hallow33n |
[01 Nov 2009|12:51pm] |
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Was chillin' watching Paranormal State on Hulu when Sarah called.
She came into town and was suppose to get ready at natalie's, but she wasnt home, called Amanda, but she didnt answer.
So she came over and got ready here.
She was a vampire.
She headed back to Natalie's.
I dressed up and went to mary's.
Mary's party was what I expected.
10 of us total.
Playing catch phase.
Lame.
But I didnt want to leave because I felt bad,
and Mary would complain if I tried.
I did have fun playing catch phrase though.
I'm always so against games, but then I
enjoy myself.
Went home, showered, was in bed at "2" which was actually 1, again.
Got a call from Sarah.
They didnt have enough room in the car for her because natalie decided to add someone else in their car pool.
So I drove to Hailey's, FREEZING because I was still wet from my shower, picked up Sarah, and took her to Amanda's.
I just feel bad for her.
Almost everytime she comes to town, they ditch her, and she comes for them.
Poor Sarah.
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| Happy Halloween! |
[30 Oct 2009|05:44pm] |
Tomorrow is Nov. 1!
In one month and 18 days I'll be graduating.
As much as I love this little apt I have here, I miss Doug.
I need to find a relatively cheap place that allows pets.
Last night, Allison Wheeler, who I took an English class w/ 2 years ago, asked me via facebook if I wanted to go to the movies.
I seriously havent seen her in 2 years, and I barely remember what she was like.
She's really sweet, and we have the same weird quirky tastes in things.
Like cats.
We went to see Paranormal Activity.
I thought that shit was about ghosts. Demons freak me out.
I thought it was pretty stupid until the end.
I had to hang out w/ her a while after because I didnt want to go home.
lol.
Slept fine though.
Woke up early this morning to close my acct.
It made me kinda sad.
What also makes me sad is that now that it's a new acct, they have this policy where if you deposit money, half is available the next day, the other half 4-5 days later, in order for them to build trust with you.
Fucking. Retarded.
I hate bank of america.
Been here all day cleaning/watching tv on hulu.
I kinda dont want to go out. I want to stay in and watch scary movies, but I know mary'll be pissed.
*sigh*
Mom sent me halloween cards.
:(
I want to go home.
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| tutti billz |
[30 Oct 2009|11:18am] |
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Why am I such a fucking idiot.?!
The other day while at the Italian coffee convo, the uvalde hospital called again about payment.
I had to run out of the room to answer, and was eager to get back, so I just gave the bitch my credit card number.
Now i'm flipping my shit because she's taking 200 on the first,
I only have 150, but I get paid on the first, BUT i dont have direct deposit, and it's a sunday, so the school is closed so i cant pick up my check.
;__________;
I'm not even out of college and life is already kicking my ass.
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[30 Oct 2009|12:17am] |
For the past few days, I've just had the urge to make out.
I figured it was just sexual frustration,
but when usually when i'm frustrated, i take what I can get.
JE's been basically asking but,
1. I know now it bothers mike, and though we're not speaking, i still dont want to do anything
2. I just dont want sex
I realized today, what I miss is that feeling.
That school girl feeling.
I miss being really excited about somebody.
And seeing them makes your day.
And talking to them makes your week.
Today when walking out of the art building, I saw this couple walking, they got to this mini-pond-of-a-puddle, and he picked her up and carried her.
It was the cutest thing.
I'll never get to be that girl who gets carried.
Or gets to wear her bf's clothes.
Everytime I'm standing close to anyone, I feel like such a behemoth of a woman.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-6nn_v_zwM
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| coke and coffee |
[28 Oct 2009|09:09pm] |
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I need a jewish bf.
At the beginning of this month I had over 600 in my acct.
Now, 150.
AND, the fucking hospital called and are taking 200 out of my account on the first since I still owe them from my easter visit.
Met with Dornith today during my lunch hour. I was there early since I had a test in my class before. She let me play in her office while she finished her meeting w/ Brent and Paho.
I told her I wanted to move to austin after graduation, she gave me some people to contact and site I should look at for reference.
Then she asked, why austin, i told her because of Amery.
BUT
I have alot of good contacts here, and it takes about 3 yrs to start networking and making good connections from nothing. So now i'm leaning on staying up here.
I dunno
i dunno
i dunno!
I think i already mentioned the Italian club is going to see Otello.
Since we're students and bought around 30 tickets, we got ORCESTRA SEATS.
I'm stoked.
Every weds we meet at a coffee shop and talk in italian for extra credit.
omg.
This one woman, Christine, sooooo annoying.
And she's been a fucking bitch lately too.
She's one of those that if she overhears you talking, she jumps in from across the room. EVERY TIME.
At the shop today, she kept talking over everybody and turning it into her pity party because she's filing for bankruptcy.
We all just sit there awkwardly, because what the fuck are we suppose to say to that?!
Such a Debbie Downer.
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[26 Oct 2009|12:04pm] |
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Dibly's postcard got in today!
"Hello!-
I hope this finds you wew. Missing you and the lab terribly. Call or post anytime.
[his address]
Take it easy and enjoy!
xoxo
Jason"
:)
:)
:)
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[25 Oct 2009|11:25pm] |
Last night:
Went on a date with Jim from OKcupid.
He was......nice.
Really nice.
But he came up to my chin, waddled and looked like he was 40, when he's 27.
He has a cute face though.
I want to make him over, but I feel shallow for wanting to.
We went to Dave and Busters and played games.
LOTS of fun.
I was telling Tanner about him and how he does websites.
her response:
"I would lead him on just for that"
I was pissed and not at all surprised.
The whole night she was flirty w/ Ryan while her bf Nathan talked to other people.
I'm so disgusted with her.
And frustrated because I'm here, just wishing I had someone who treated me the way Nathan treats her, and she's .....doing that.
Spent the whole day in the Printmaking lab again.
Erica showed up around 7.
We went to taco bell, ate in my car and had a heart to heart.
I feel like I've known her forever.
Shes a female Jimmy.
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[25 Oct 2009|03:15am] |
Aly got Diego's name tattooed on her neck.
Gabby and I are seriously planning an intervention.
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[24 Oct 2009|06:15pm] |
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Went to that house party last night.
I actually had a lot of of fun.
I was scared I wouldnt know anybody, but the second I walked in the door, I heard someone call my name.
I just hate so many people. There were well over 300.
THe cops ended up kicking us out not too long into Sans Soleil's show. :/
Hung out with mary til 4am.
Slept.
Then headed to the printmaking lab all day.
Mom called to tell me our dog Bruce died this morning.
He got out of the yard the day before yesterday, was sick all day yesterday, then died this morning.
;_____;
She thinks someone poisoned him while he was out.
Poor Brucey. He was such a friendly puppy.
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[23 Oct 2009|12:42pm] |
So I was at working, and Darcy told me I didnt need the receipt to switch out the mac because they have it on file.
If I second guess myself, or just have a bad feeling about something, I usually wont do it.
So i'm keeping my mac.
I was starting to feel a little greedy and didnt like it.
So last night I was suppose to shoot an event in dallas with tanner.
I got matt to work for me,
which was awkward because erin didnt tell me he was on salary, so he would've been working for me for free.
On my way to dallas, tanner called saying they hired another photographer and didnt need me.
I was pissed.
BUT, turns out the management was stupid, hired some girl who didnt have a college degree, barely knew how to work her camera, so we'll see how they like their photos.
Tonight,
I'm suppose to shoot Lee's band again, but at some house party that have over 200 confirmations on facebook. And the only people I know are the ones in the band.
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
I'm suppose to wear a costume too.
I dont think i'm going to.
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[22 Oct 2009|11:38am] |
SON OF A BITCH.
Apple put out a new imac.
They have a policy where you can trade in if you bought under 30days.
It's been 20 for me,
but i cant find the motherfucking receipt!
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[22 Oct 2009|12:40am] |
Everytime I get a photo of her I cry.
Mostly because I miss her,
but partly because I was the one trying to convince Aly to abort her.
Not because I believe in abortions,
mom just convinced me I should try convincing her because Aly usually listens to me, and Aly is incredibly immature for her age.
I could never have an abortion.
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[21 Oct 2009|09:36pm] |
XD
Dibley, the old photo tech, messaged me on ichat.
He's sending me a postcard for fun.
I miss sending letters.....
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