| I'm trying to rid you from my bones |
[26 Sep 2009|10:48pm] |
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UGH.
I'm getting into the "spend money and dont keep track zone"
which is how i spent all my finaid a year ago before paying off all my rent.
I need to calm my shit.
Shopping is good therapy though.
Went out to Dallas last night. Stayed sober while everyone else got drunk. ANNOYING.
ok. In case youre confused, because when I talk to yall, sometime people are mixed up.
Gus is Tanner's bro.
Tanner is dating Nathan.
Nathan's cousin is Ryan.
Ryan is annoying. We usually all drink at Gus' house before going to the bar, and Ryan was fucking everywhere. Outside, inside, smoking, doing chin ups,...he wouldnt sit still. I figured he's like this when he's drunk.
At the bar, I leaned over and said "Ryan is annoying" to drunk Tanner. She freaked out and was like, "REALLY?! WHY?!"
Nathan gets back from the Restroom,
Tanner- "GUESS WHAT KIM JUST SAID! She thinks Ryan is annoying and she HATES him!"
Nathan looked hurt. Ryan is pretty much his brother.
After Tanner stumbled off to go smoke, Nathan explained Ryan has ADD, which explains everything. But I was pissed that she threw in that I "hated" him.
Anyways.
I was telling Mary, Michael, and Alice about it today while eating at a mexican restaurant.
Alice says, "isnt Ryan the guy tanner had sex with?"
Mary's eyes grew big and guilty.
Alice- "Oh........I didnt know Kim didnt know."
Tanner didnt tell me shit.
Mary lied about not knowing shit.
ALICE fucking knew and she just moved here.
I feel like I cant trust anybody anymore.
Not that I'm a saint, but Tanner's been really judgmental lately, Mary repeats everything she hears, and I dont know Alice that well.
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