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[02 Oct 2009|11:18am] |
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I'm so physically and emotionally exhausted.
I've been sick all week.
First, this whole aly and diego thing again. Mom called earlier this week to tell me while aly was at a stop light, diego jumped out of his friends truck, got into her car, took her phone.
Mom called the police, they all went to the police station to file papers to press charges. Diegos mom shows up w/ alys phone in pieces.
That's the 3rd phone in less than a year.
THEN aly and diego made up, so she didnt want to press charges anymore.
She's supposed to out of the house by the end of the week because mom's sick of this shit.
BUT
Mom doesnt want Amery over there, so I know she's not going to follow through on kicking her out.
Thus, continuing the cycle.
Then,
the whole mike/jimmy situation. It was stupid. But everything about jimmy has just been building up, so I finally told him off about how i feel like he's trying to steal my life, and having this "friendship" with mike was another way he's trying to be me.
So that's over and done with.
Italian.
I like the class. BUt it's kicking my ass so bad.
I just cant do other languages.
ANd it's so frustrating because I pay attention in class, i participate, i do the homework everyday, but it's not sticking.
Last night I had 10pg chapter to do, 3 page review, and my presentation to prepare.
Finished all of it, and had the presentation memorized.
I forgot everything this morning.
It was horrible, embarrassing, frustrating.
And I have a test at 2 i'm nowhere near ready.
Then in the middle of my Hw last night Aly messages me.
Mom might have cervical cancer.
She didnt mention it to me because she didnt want to worry me.
And She put the money for the imac in my account. So now i feel so incredibly guilty for asking for the money.
I dunno if i want to buy it anymore.
This weekend isnt going to be any easier.
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[02 Oct 2009|04:32pm] |
Probably failed my italian test.
They're so hard.
Got the imac. I'm in love.
BUUUUUT, they didnt have photoshop. They're getting a new shipment soon.
I feel like this computer is too nice for my apt, so i'm cleaning.
I'm also worried about it getting stolen.
Not that my apts are ghetto, but there are a few shady people around.
:(
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