<3

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 05:23:10 GMT

Mozilla/gnuzilla has a web browser called IceCat.
I kinda want it, but the page to download it is sketchy.

grrrr

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:43:07 GMT

I'm always looking forward to free time,

but then I never know what to do with myself.

i hate lazy bitches

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 03:30:05 GMT

I am way too fucking nice.
I hate it.

This photo 1 girl has been borrowing my film camera for the past few days, and she returned it in good shape.
Last night, she asked to borrow it again, and needed it by the afternoon.
I got out of class at 12, but had to finish typing my ital essay and go home to pick up some shit before 2.

So i'm walkin from the coliseum to oak st hall. Clear across campus, i call katie and ask her to meet me at the lang building that's ONE BLOCK from oak st.
She said she couldnt because she had that "photo thing going."
No idea what she was talking about, so i get to oak, and she's sitting the matting room doing NOTHING.
NOTHING!
I asked her to meet me ONE MOTHER FUCKING BLOCK from where she was and she couldnt do it.

I was mad the rest of the day.

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 17:35:01 GMT

O_________O'

Alyssa called right now saying the Animal Control people came by the house to drop of Douglas.
They set up traps around our neighborhood to catch strays.
Doug is the only one of our cats w/ a tag.

I'm worried about Clay.

I miss my babies!

i realized

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 05:34:55 GMT

You know what I hate?
Secrets.
Secrets and Italian homework.

I dont get them.

tulips

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 03:39:26 GMT

I think I have senioritis.
I dont want to do shit anymore.
I'm laaaay zeeee.

Tonight Lee's band is playing at Hailey's but I dont want to pay.
And I need to do hw.

And I dont feel like smelling smoke.

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 20:31:23 GMT

:(

Stress has gotten to my mom too.
She hasnt slept the past 3 days.

And apparently Aly's been living at mom's house this whole time.
She was only at Diegos a few days.
He beat her up again, and his family threw her out.

ugh.
I want to go home.

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 18:24:46 GMT

Aquarius.
Although you may drift in and out of fantasy land today, at least you can clearly tell the difference between your hopeful dreams and what is real. It's a gift to be able to paint your future in the colors you prefer, without confusing your fanciful illusions with the important issues you now face. Be thankful for your ability to escape, but don't forget to come back to earth and meet your obligations, for that's what will bring you true satisfaction.

I hate boys.

I know I always say I need a new one to get over the old one.
And it's true.
But I'm not latched on to anyone right now, and I feel weird.

Yesterday, I seriously did nothing but sleep.
I guess I was more exhausted than I thought.

I think it's mental exhaustion.

motherfuckinyesssss

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 17:10:38 GMT

Liss is giving away her 35mm Enlarger!

I can now start converting my apt in uvalde into a darkroom!

day off :)

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 23:52:30 GMT

Adam was sick so printmaking was cancelled. BUT, he didnt tell anyone except Dana, so I got all dolled up since i always dress up for crit day, just to turn around and go home.

Dr. Owens is out of town, so Asian art was cancelled.

I slept most of today.

There's seriously like 2 people here at the lab.
I really want to go get tacobell.

Mary went to SA today. She asked me to go, but I have class tomorrow and I have absences in both classes, so I had to stay.

:( :( :(

I miss monkey. And Douglas.

I seriously have NOTHING to do this weekend. Not even a project.
Considering how stressed I was all week, You'd think I'd be excited. But I know i'm gonna be bored.

I dont wanna be friends

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:24:57 GMT

http://perezhilton.com/2009-11-10-new-lady-gaga
I'm such a gay guy.

Finally eating today.
Yesterday was HORRIBLE. Dizzy, starving, but nauseous.
I seriously only ate 5 Ritz crackers and water.
That's the only thing remotely appetizing.

Lost 10 pounds though, so....that's fun. I hadnt weighed myself in a few weeks though.

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:44:10 GMT

too much change!

And with graduation there's more to come.

I keep gagging because I just feel so stressed/nervous!

Cant sleep.

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 06:17:14 GMT

So Kristy told mom.

Actually, Jenaro her bf did, she was too scared.

Mom was PIIIIIIIISSSSSSED.

But I was expecting her to have a nervous breakdown, which may come later.

Kristy moved out.

*sigh*

she got honest

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 08:26:35 GMT

UGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

My family stresses me the fuck out.

Yesterday, my uncle text me to call him. He only ever contacts me when he wants something.
Then I had a call from some uvalde number, i didnt answer.
Mom text me saying my cousin's wife Claudia called.

So i freaked out thinking something happened to my aunt, but turns out they needed me to photograph my cousin's daughters quince.

And my uncle wanted to know how to google something.

Alyssa text me tonight while i was shooting a band to say Kristy is pregnant.
We think she's been trying to get pregnant because all her friends have kids, and aly said she found a few tests in her room.
AND, now that she is, she's been telling all friends.

So. Fucking. Stupid.

I'm so pissed.
And she's convinced she can handle it, but she cant handle waking up for school on time.

There's no way she's having it.

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 06:52:27 GMT

Otello was Amazing!!!!

I cried.

So good.

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 01:32:15 GMT

Soooooooooooo.......
I'm all for equal rights and all.

But for some reason I'm against the whole 'Allowing gays to run for Homecoming' thing.

:/

I dont think I'm going to vote.

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 23:15:14 GMT

So I went for a drive because it's nice outside.

Got home and saw my neighbor downstairs was sitting on his porch playing guitar. He's on the phone talking about how he's heading to band practice.

I stop, stare til he's done on the phone, then tell him I'm a photographer blah blah blah

He didnt even seem excited.

Then asked if we could do a shoot where I hang something like a giant sheet behind them and light it on fire.

I was like......... how old are you?

this is their space:

http://www.myspace.com/embracetheembersband

Ew.

damnit Miley

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 15:14:41 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M11SvDtPBhA

I hated this song.

But everytime I hear it, I have it in my head for the rest of the day.
Mary listens to it ALOT, so now I like it.

Hallow33n

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 19:03:26 GMT

Was chillin' watching Paranormal State on Hulu when Sarah called.
She came into town and was suppose to get ready at natalie's, but she wasnt home, called Amanda, but she didnt answer.

So she came over and got ready here.
She was a vampire.
She headed back to Natalie's.
I dressed up and went to mary's.

Mary's party was what I expected.
10 of us total.
Playing catch phase.

Lame.
But I didnt want to leave because I felt bad,
and Mary would complain if I tried.

I did have fun playing catch phrase though.
I'm always so against games, but then I
enjoy myself.

Went home, showered, was in bed at "2" which was actually 1, again.
Got a call from Sarah.
They didnt have enough room in the car for her because natalie decided to add someone else in their car pool.
So I drove to Hailey's, FREEZING because I was still wet from my shower, picked up Sarah, and took her to Amanda's.

I just feel bad for her.
Almost everytime she comes to town, they ditch her, and she comes for them.
Poor Sarah.

Happy Halloween!

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 22:54:12 GMT

Tomorrow is Nov. 1!
In one month and 18 days I'll be graduating.

As much as I love this little apt I have here, I miss Doug.
I need to find a relatively cheap place that allows pets.

Last night, Allison Wheeler, who I took an English class w/ 2 years ago, asked me via facebook if I wanted to go to the movies.
I seriously havent seen her in 2 years, and I barely remember what she was like.
She's really sweet, and we have the same weird quirky tastes in things.
Like cats.
We went to see Paranormal Activity.
I thought that shit was about ghosts. Demons freak me out.
I thought it was pretty stupid until the end.
I had to hang out w/ her a while after because I didnt want to go home.
lol.
Slept fine though.

Woke up early this morning to close my acct.
It made me kinda sad.
What also makes me sad is that now that it's a new acct, they have this policy where if you deposit money, half is available the next day, the other half 4-5 days later, in order for them to build trust with you.
Fucking. Retarded.
I hate bank of america.

Been here all day cleaning/watching tv on hulu.
I kinda dont want to go out. I want to stay in and watch scary movies, but I know mary'll be pissed.
*sigh*

Mom sent me halloween cards.
:(
I want to go home.

tutti billz

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 16:22:41 GMT

Why am I such a fucking idiot.?!

The other day while at the Italian coffee convo, the uvalde hospital called again about payment.
I had to run out of the room to answer, and was eager to get back, so I just gave the bitch my credit card number.

Now i'm flipping my shit because she's taking 200 on the first,
I only have 150, but I get paid on the first, BUT i dont have direct deposit, and it's a sunday, so the school is closed so i cant pick up my check.

;__________;

I'm not even out of college and life is already kicking my ass.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 05:35:46 GMT

For the past few days, I've just had the urge to make out.
I figured it was just sexual frustration,
but when usually when i'm frustrated, i take what I can get.
JE's been basically asking but,
1. I know now it bothers mike, and though we're not speaking, i still dont want to do anything
2. I just dont want sex

I realized today, what I miss is that feeling.
That school girl feeling.

I miss being really excited about somebody.

And seeing them makes your day.

And talking to them makes your week.

Today when walking out of the art building, I saw this couple walking, they got to this mini-pond-of-a-puddle, and he picked her up and carried her.
It was the cutest thing.

I'll never get to be that girl who gets carried.
Or gets to wear her bf's clothes.
Everytime I'm standing close to anyone, I feel like such a behemoth of a woman.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-6nn_v_zwM

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 03:16:21 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvyMG0z0FZY

had no idea she was the french president's wife!

coke and coffee

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 02:37:30 GMT

;______;
I need a jewish bf.
At the beginning of this month I had over 600 in my acct.
Now, 150.
AND, the fucking hospital called and are taking 200 out of my account on the first since I still owe them from my easter visit.

Met with Dornith today during my lunch hour. I was there early since I had a test in my class before. She let me play in her office while she finished her meeting w/ Brent and Paho.
I told her I wanted to move to austin after graduation, she gave me some people to contact and site I should look at for reference.
Then she asked, why austin, i told her because of Amery.
BUT
I have alot of good contacts here, and it takes about 3 yrs to start networking and making good connections from nothing. So now i'm leaning on staying up here.

I dunno
i dunno
i dunno!

I think i already mentioned the Italian club is going to see Otello.
Since we're students and bought around 30 tickets, we got ORCESTRA SEATS.
I'm stoked.

Every weds we meet at a coffee shop and talk in italian for extra credit.
omg.
This one woman, Christine, sooooo annoying.
And she's been a fucking bitch lately too.

She's one of those that if she overhears you talking, she jumps in from across the room. EVERY TIME.
At the shop today, she kept talking over everybody and turning it into her pity party because she's filing for bankruptcy.
We all just sit there awkwardly, because what the fuck are we suppose to say to that?!
Such a Debbie Downer.

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 03:26:24 GMT

Not having cable kinda sucks when you're procrastinating, but have nothing to procast on.

http://www.hulu.com/watch/104368/white-collar-pilot

I saw this today. I liked it alot.
It has Kelly from Saved by the Bell too.